feeling bad...

I need some care because this is getting worse... all this shit is making me sick, and I only hope that somebody don't say it like it... I want it lighter.





I've started feeling bad... terrible, actually, but can't avoid this awfull reality, just can't





Hope You're better than me, 'cause I'm falling down and need go back to the hurt... do you remeber that?? It felt so fine... But you're not here anymore, so... who cares???

I'm SO Sorry...

If I wanted to give you all my human being, I would; is weird know that the sun will shine 4 a long time, 'cause that way is more suportable to live. You know?? I never thought we would be what we were, over all those awfull things we spend time, you were a friend to me... a very good one.

I we could have a second chance, I'd gave it to you... but is just so over, we cause so much pain and damage taht nothing could save this...

I'm just saying... would like ot know what you have to say

there are no promises I keep

UnA kRtA: debo una disculpa, porque una serie de mentiras derivaron en el engaño... sí, me kieres... y?? yo no puedo decir lo mismo, y si....

originalmente eso hubiera dicho... maldición¡¡¡¡ Mis principios no me permiten seguir esta mentira... aún te extraño; me ha sido difícil encontrar respuesta a lo que siento, porque durante casi un año intente encontrar otro camino, alguna forma de olvidarte... pero no puedo.

Maldición¡¡¡ No puedo olvidar todas las cosas que vivimos, las razones x las q peleamos tantas veces, la forma en que me hablabas... son tantas cosas que se agolpan en mi cabeza... Y sigo escuchando a mi corazón, porque sé que, a pesar de que en algún momento lo leas, seguiré firme con l oque dije... o pedí; porque puede que muera de amor... puede que mienta, pero no puedo seguir cometiendo errores. Dije la verdad antes, y si no lo enfrenté fue porque aún tenía la esperanza de mantenerte cerca... pero estás lejos... más de lo que pueda decirse...

xq ya no estás??? no lo sé... intento entender tus decisiones, pero ni siquiera he entendido las mías... Te ofrezco una disculpa del tamaño del mundo, por ser tan deshonesta.

Sin cambio alguno, me despido... mi amor.

won't go home without U¡¡¡¡

U only have time 4 her... and want to spend some time with U... But she never leave you alone.

U know that U like me a lot, and I know that I like you a lot, but there's someone else in this story...

U know?? you're not the only one who I feel something... but U r the only one who I want to be with... and U don't even imagine it

hate that I love you

A heart said that love was not enough to fill it up; now I realize that it was telling the truth. I know it 'cause I feel empty when there is nobody by my side, I feel that werd emptyness to everything I see, I know, I touch, I feel...

Dear, now that this is over is easier to say the next: nobody could replace what you gave me... no one¡¡¡¡ 'Cause nobody is gonna be more you like yourself...

What the hell am I saying?? Of course¡¡¡¡ I am trying to make this worst¡¡¡
Why?? because I need the friendship, your advices, the talks with no-sense, the... no need to talk, being aorund with U....

Just... I miss you so much¡¡¡¡