hoy me odias y yo, feliz

somebody help me¡¡¡

I'm missing someone thast don't deserve it, I don't care what meny things happened in the past, I just want to forget his voice, his body, his hands... everything, even one of the most beautiful melody I've ever heard.

Please tell me that he's not coming back, that I don't gonna see him again and his memories are gonna killl him to dead